Holeish

Empty but full
Longing yet peace
Strange and sincere
Open and shut
Far, near
Both pain and joy
It's truly hard to describe
The feeling of missing
A person you love so dear

It's easier to get angry
It's simpler to ignore
Avoidance is the key
Because understanding doesn't exist
The complexity of missing
Is beyond my comprehension

For once, I sit
Letting this feeling come
Not understanding
But accepting my reality
It's painful but somehow
I feel closer
So here I lie
Pretending I'm surrounded
by you