Overwhelmed about to burst

Overwhelmed about to burst
welling up, my heart seems to grow
I want to sing
I want to dance
Can barely contain myself
Coming from a deep place
it's there beyond me
it doesn't make sense
this feeling is too great
to feel for one messy human being
but it's there
far passed my own abilities
I'm in love

Holeish

Empty but full
Longing yet peace
Strange and sincere
Open and shut
Far, near
Both pain and joy
It's truly hard to describe
The feeling of missing
A person you love so dear

It's easier to get angry
It's simpler to ignore
Avoidance is the key
Because understanding doesn't exist
The complexity of missing
Is beyond my comprehension

For once, I sit
Letting this feeling come
Not understanding
But accepting my reality
It's painful but somehow
I feel closer
So here I lie
Pretending I'm surrounded
by you